*THE SAD LIFE OF CINDY HUA

It’s crazy how much drama is arising at school just because of that one night.

dysphoria-x:

itsasecretbitches:

shehlovee:

Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a C. You give 110% to someone in a relationship who only gives 40%. You’re there for a best friend at 3:00am and the next day they don’t pick up their phone. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything and they’re just walking away with it.

this times a fucking thousand 

This this this. Ugh.

(via haaaaa-fiz)

IN A STATE OF SHOCK..

It was surprising because only the period before in class was I talking to a friend about friendships and my failed ones, which included ours. 

I saw someone I didn’t expect I would see (yesterday), a part of me twisted and turned. It made me feel like I was in a panic and my friends could read me like a book. They were all telling me to act cool and to breathe and sit down and think about other things, but I was legit about to die. I hadn’t seen her in 2 years. Yes, it’s true that this person meant a lot to me. I didn’t expect to face her again, I didn’t know even whether to say hello. I knew that she knew that I saw her and she knew that I knew that she saw me. We just didn’t end up even greeting each other even though we were less than 2 metres away from each other.

When I saw her, I couldn’t help but think about the past. I know I should be over all our shit by now but they actually meant that much. I hope that maybe when I see her next, we can greet each other without any hesitance. I’m sorry, when I see her I just can’t help it. Just know that, the only time she came back onto my mind was just that day. I hadn’t thought about her prior to this incident for long time and I was okay.

I guess a part of me is actually slowly forgetting about her.

Anonymous asked: I love you Cindy. <3 Please try not to be sad. We're not in any of the same classes this year but I know we have a good friendship because even if we do not talk every day, it's never awkward and you always make me laugh. hehe

thanks for this, hope i get to know who you are eventually. i’m not very good at being friends with people so i appreciate it.