We are all guilty of saving old messages from someone who became really special in our lives and going to familiar places that gives us that small twinge in our hearts and smiles on our faces. It's one of the most bittersweet feelings ever because every time that person crosses our minds, we remember the instances when we were happy and complete.
I've come to realize that boys are like dices. I know, weird right? We think of the perfect boy or the perfect number for example. Then we roll and we give it our all, trying to get that special boy or number. But we don't get it, so we try again and we fail and we try and fail. We don't get it and when we do, we think 'Why don't I try again and see if I can get another one?' But as soon as we let go, we realize that we've lost it. Then we try again and again, getting angry, sad, frustrated at why we didn't hold on. Why we just had to let it go. We have to take chances, we have to understand that we’re not going to get it in one go, we’re going to get hurt. But one day, we’ll get it again if we’re meant to.
“I need you to trust me and believe me when I tell you that my heart is with you. Part of me feels like ever since we got back together you’ve been waiting — waiting to push me away.”—One Tree Hill (via runawaytrain)
my ~ing parents are so ~ing annoying, they’re always asking me about ~ing boys.
i come home from exercising and my mums like ‘where did you go? you better not of been with a boy. i’ll know eveything, don’t lie because i’ll find out everything.’
~ing seriously, i’m not even allowed to hug a girl, nor like be friends with a guy. ~ing ruin my life. just because you didn’t teach your ~ing son right, don’t come taking all this ~ing shit out on me.
~, you guys are so annoying. get the ~ out of my life already :@
“When you love someone that much and that person is away from you, sometimes it literally feels like you can’t breathe, as if your body is aching for air. And then that person walks into the room, and all that ache inside of you, all that longing, dissolves and you feel yourself breathe again. But it’s as if he takes the same breath with you. You’re both one.”—Diane Les Becquets (via runawaytrain)
“You didn’t love her, you just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe, she was just good for your ego, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the people you love.”—Grey’s Anatomy (via runawaytrain)
“To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, it doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It’s not giving up or giving in. Letting go isn’t about loss, and it isn’t defeat. To let go of something is to cherish the memories, to overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting, it’s learning, it’s experiencing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that once made you cry, laugh, love and grow. It’s about all that you had and all you still have. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. It’s growing up, realising that a heart can sometimes change and it can also be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free.”—(via runawaytrain)
of feeling different, okay? I’m so tired of feeling unspecial and difficult and stubborn. Just because I’m not like the other trashy girls you dated doesn’t mean that I’m difficult, and just because I have a backbone and stand up for what I think is right doesn’t mean I’m stubborn. I’m so tired of feeling unspecial. I’m so tired of feeling that I have to live up to some invisible benchmark and standard that I will never reach. I’m so tired that being me is never good enough for you. I’m so tired of letting you and your past affect me. I’m so tired of feeling. I’m so tired.
I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you feel as hopeless as can be and life is going nowhere, there are those moments we have every now and then when we get this feeling that can't be described, but you get this rush and the world stops spinning for a second and everything is clear and at that moment, you just know. I need more of those moments.
“Grief may be a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone. It isn’t just death we have to grieve. It’s life. It’s loss. It’s change. And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad, the thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime. That’s how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can’t breathe, that’s how you survive. By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won’t feel this way. It won’t hurt this much. Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way. So the best we can do, the best anyone can do, is try for honesty. The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can’t control it. The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes. And let it go when we can. The very worst part is that the minute you think you’re past it, it starts all over again. And always, every time, it takes your breath away.”—Grey’s Anatomy (via runawaytrain)
Sometimes I look back and see all of the mistakes I've made, remember the promises that were broken, the lines that were redrawn, the tears that were shed, and everything I could have done differently but I guess I don't really want to change a thing because it brought me to where I am now, to you, and that makes it all worth it.
“I feel like people get lost when they think of happiness as a destination. We’re always thinking that someday we’ll be happy. You know, we’ll get that car or that job or that person in our lives that’ll fix everything. But happiness is a mood, and it’s a condition, it’s not a destination. It’s like being tired or hungry; it’s not permanent, it comes and goes, and that’s okay. And I feel like if people thought of it that way, they’d find happiness a lot more often.”—One Tree Hill (via runawaytrain)
“The most heartbreaking part of a breakup is that moment when you realize that all the dreams you had, all those visions you had being with this person disappears. Everything after that moment is moving on.”—Taylor Swift (via runawaytrain)